Toskovat

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Today I remembered their criticism. How they’re never happy, they always want something brighter, something better, the next big thing. The next big thing is not an object, a unicorn. Cheap love and throwaway bottles. Cheap love costs everything and I loved you more than all the bottles I’ve seen the bottom of. They’re jealous of our mirror, how we can look into that glass and no loathing eyes stare back. Floating feathers under the spotlight holding all the weight of darkness on their top vane.
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Today I remembered a disheartening moment and turning it into something good I invited them at my table. I invited them in my home. I shared my memories with them. All along their eyes were on something they deemed more valuable. Shiny things. Fool’s gold. The saddest thing about betrayal is that it cannot come from your enemies. If this is about money for you as well, may thy bottle chip and shatter – friend. Alcohol (Denat), Fragrance (Parfum), Water (Aqua), Dipropylene Glycol, Isopropil
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Today I remembered the week before Christmas. Sunday 18.12. Waiting at the train station in Paris, years ago, for a promise made 6 months prior in Vienna. People around me coming from the fair, flowers gifted, drinks had, sweet moments shared… Sweet nothings. We had so many plans too. We spoke about so much in such little time. And still said too little. You gave me all of you, I gave you all that was left of me. A toddler is crying on a bench to my right, his hands touching a hot cocoa cup for


